In the past few weeks, I've learned alot about how people change after being influenced by worldly things. Change is a way of life. Without it, we as human beings would not exist. Change is as unpredictable as life and as common as the common cold. But change is not always this thing that comes with this abstract concept we call time.
Objects have the power (if you give it) to destroy a person's thought process.
You see it everyday, a man buys a nice car, adds a few things, and then his personality changes. Suddenly they become "important" or they begin to act as if they own the world. Often times it's the same people who, once things go bad, ask for somethings or needs something to better themselves again. People can influence & control a person's way of life in a dramatic way. Once a group of people begin to manipulate the pattern of habit or change one's self being, the stage is set for a battle that most people (esp. me) are not willing to fight. The friendships of people I love are the most important thing to me. I never offer my friendship to those I don't see having an impact in my life. So for someone I truly care about to change so fast because an object and a group of people, it's blowing my mind right now.
A friend asked me about going to another "friend's" birthday party Friday and with a quickness I said no. I really didn't mean to come off as hateful or anything but what's the point? Here's a guy who had it not been for me he wouldn't know none of his new friends so for him to have 2 parties since school's started and not call me or anything why put myself in a situation that obviously I'm not wanted in. Change is funny because we want it. Hell, we need it but sometimes change isn't all it's cracked up to be.
